unfaithful fucking guy

cb I really cannot believe tat u will actually betray the trust tat I gave u.. Actually I knew it from the start tat u will nt stay true to mii.. I spent so little time wid you cux of my working hours.. I really fallen in love wid u and cannot just say forget jiu forget maybe u can but nt mii.. But we will Nvr be together again and tat is for sure cux u hurt mii too deep nt once bt twice.. I already try my best to treat u a lot better than my ex.. U say u hungry I buy food for u eat .. U say u dying cux no cig I from my hse go 400.. Plus pass u cig I treat u nt good meh why have u gt to go find other girls.. Maybe I cannot give u wad u wan like jy can but I try to make it up to u by treating better and r respect ur decision all this but in the end wad I get in return is ur unfaithfulness.. So I dun wan to be the foolish girl again.. I wish u gd luck in ur future.. Maybe the nxt girl can give u wad u wan was

yesterday go out wid bf happy bt also abit shocked cuz gt something happen i meet him at his wrk place there then we take cab to arab street smoke shissha wid xt baby alicia hui ling dear and kaiwei we smoke until 12 plus then we go le cuz there wan2 close le so we all go out and there take cab go home le

nth to do onli missing him

yesterday meet alicia and eda at alicia hse downstair.. then we go Bedok Police Post make a police report of my lost ic.. At first the policeman in charge dun wan to gib mii a police report until SI ONGG told him to give us a police report then he ask us to wait for the number.. although it seems that our number is just behind a malay girl but we waited for quite long.. after reporting, we go took bus 268, then we go Tampines Mall cause alicia wanted to sign plan but in the end we did not sign due to not enough age the person in charge ask us to find a person age 21 and above so we found 1 but his ic also lost so also cannot help us to sign.. Then we go swensen eat my sister birthday cake as it is her 18 th birthday.. Her boyfriend act funny , he ask the manager to give us 18 balloons but in the end he onli give 5.. when the cake come, he ask the waitress to get him firecracker candles.. but they do not have so we just use the normal candles lol.. once the cake is put on the table.. the staff all sing the birthday song for my sister.. at the end of the song they pop a ballooon.. awhile more we started to cut the cake, bt the cake is too hard to cut using the normal knife, so my friend bf suggested to use the parang knife that they bought just nw.. after celebrating her birthday we went back to 800 plus slack awhile...

slack awhile onli, jiu receive a call from alicia say baby looking for mii, so i call her.. then she ask wan go her sch outside wait for her .. so i say i ask alicia first but alicia did not switch on her phone.. then awhile more baby call and say gt taiji so i blast alicia phone but she still did nt ans.. then crystal mgs mii say baby and the nw quarreling.. then i say goodbye to my fren jiu go out to the roadside take cab le.. i meet crystal at the sch outside, but by the time i reach there everything is opver.. so we smoke outside the sch awhile jiu go take bus 12 to baby hse but we go white sand find justin awhile first.. we slack awhile jiu go the nearby cafe eat le after eating baby saw her fren kaili she looked familair and in the end i know who is she then we go baby hse for mahjoing and card games when hui ling come.. then we slp ard 9 plus..

loves samuel
i miss you
never ever forget you

bored nth to do...

recently my computer gt some problems so never blog for quite a long time.. i just cannot believe that i actually reconcile wid my best fren and we hang out quite often bt nw seldom contact another fren le wonder hws she doing nw going to start school soon and her sch so far .. dunno she can wake up anot.. nowadays nth to do so ltr going interview at least gt job i can earn money as well as passing time better i at hm nt to do onli know hw to eat sleep see tv just like a worthless person i am already going 18 i cannot waste my time anymore time passes very fast in a glance i have already wasted 17 yrs of my life i have nt much time left... i dunno i can live till hw long so gt to live my life to the fullest.. bored bored bored.. really nth to do go down slack onli being disturb by my so called frens... so no point goingg down i wan to find a job fast so as nt to waste my time at hm...

u stole my laughter

Ever since the day i found out that u dun really love mii,it hurts my heart alot.. as i really put my heart into this relationship but in the end wad i realise it is just all my wishing thinking.. i decided nt to start a new relationship soon..
i really love u and this is wad u return muii love for u, u will have wad u deserve in the future, i hope the next gurl u be with u will bring her happiness and security and not lik wad u do to mii..
i will not forget this relationship de and the happy days we being through although we can still be frenz but i dun wish to think back about the past anymore so i decided to leave u alone for this time being and not see u.. so as to forget the bad memories and onli leave the best memories in my mind..
i have lost my one and onli closest frenz although i know that there is still some chance to be frenz wid her back again but i decided not to cause i realise that ever since we stopped meeting each other she look happier and everytime i wid her she will quarrel wid her bf i dun wish to let all this happen again.. so i decided to let myself suffer in silence and see her happy i happy le..hope u will be happy always..
A NEW BEGINING.....