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Lunar new year

2012-01-22T11:20:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah it's lunar new year eve one more day to lunar new year le more more angbao hahas, this is also the second lunar new year I spending with my current boyfriend will update more pics soon can't wait to meet all my relatives and cousins hehe time pass so fast.. Will update more when I took a lot pics see ya😜

Creative and Unique

2011-11-06T22:59:00.006+08:00

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Awesome Singaporean Community You Should Check Out!

2011-03-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

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Regards,

what am i doing??

2011-01-10T01:32:00.002+08:00

i really dunno what am i doing i have all the knowledge that i need but i just dun dare to speak to strangers about what am i doing haix where have all my bravery and courage gone to=( in the end only end up hurting everyone feeling with the way i speak the way i do my things wtf why am i always dragging people down with me!! whenever they think i can do it i never do my best in the end get scolded not happy but din realised the mistakes lies in me all the while.. am i as stubborn as what they think?.. i think should be yes ba, as they ask mi do A i do B i just fucking do all my own way continuing this way im gg fail in everything i do come on jasmine wake up from u fucking own world its time to focus on the things u do le.

happening countdown=))

2011-01-04T21:39:00.002+08:00

This year countdown is an blast, had so much fun with peeps that has the same goals and mindset and ambitions as mi.. waterbombs may seem childish but we had great fun=)) before gg chalet had a full dinner buffet at hotel=)) really wish every year is the same but with more peeps and more $$$$$$$$ hahahs strive to success!!

hello=))

2010-12-13T17:18:00.001+08:00

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break-up

2010-09-02T01:41:00.002+08:00

its been 1 week since we broken up but wad let mii very disappointed is during this one week he can act as if nth happen.. haix really wasted my 6mths love to him... thought he will at least sad or wad but he didnt so i thing he nvr treasure our relationship before.. before break up everything is just an act to mii u give mii all those false hope and in the end wad i get.. without u i can live even better than u... i dun even wish to have this type of person as a fren so u live ur life i live mine..

friendship bullshit

2010-04-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

friendship?? are there really true friendship in this kind of world i think gt also hard to find le nw everything consists of money onli u gt money u are king bt no money u can go die le cax u wan find a true fren also hard.. sian... friendship that will last long will always have some conflicts among the rest bt everytime can overcome it bt nw i think hard le cux just because of some misunderstandings we broke our friendship le.. why have u gt to malign mii in something in wad i did nt do and still go tell others.. i help u alot in the past le and u also too so i think we dun owe each other anything le.. so lets jux end our friendship as i think i dun need this type of ppl in my life.. anyway maybe sometime u are doing the right thing bt actually u are always doing the wrong thing.. i may be harsh in saying this but its the fact.. i will nt say who am i saying at here but i know who i am saying can le.. so let mii just have fun in my own group of fren can le... i dun care wad u say or wad u do i onli know tat we are done wid our friendship le.. so take care bye...

my loves cherish him..

2010-04-07T16:45:00.002+08:00

11 feb 2010.. the day we two get together.. ever since we two together u give mii nth bt happiness.. hahas i really love u alot and we hope we two can last long long .. u always give mii a secure feeelings, and u always make mii smile when im sad.. always accompany mii.. going two months le lei.. this sunday we together for 2 months le.. ui love to see the expression u shown on your face when u eat the food that i cook for u.. i also lik to see the way u see mii the way u kiss mii the way u hug mii to slp i love everything abt u.. dear.. i miss u even when u leave mii for a min.. This is the first time i feel im being loved and cherish by someone.. dear dear i will treat u as if u ar the gem in my eyes.. i love u and im fortunate to be wid u.. loves

unfaithful fucking guy

2009-11-06T03:20:00.002+08:00

cb I really cannot believe tat u will actually betray the trust tat I gave u.. Actually I knew it from the start tat u will nt stay true to mii.. I spent so little time wid you cux of my working hours.. I really fallen in love wid u and cannot just say forget jiu forget maybe u can but nt mii.. But we will Nvr be together again and tat is for sure cux u hurt mii too deep nt once bt twice.. I already try my best to treat u a lot better than my ex.. U say u hungry I buy food for u eat .. U say u dying cux no cig I from my hse go 400.. Plus pass u cig I treat u nt good meh why have u gt to go find other girls.. Maybe I cannot give u wad u wan like jy can but I try to make it up to u by treating better and r respect ur decision all this but in the end wad I get in return is ur unfaithfulness.. So I dun wan to be the foolish girl again.. I wish u gd luck in ur future.. Maybe the nxt girl can give u wad u wan was

2009-10-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday go out wid bf happy bt also abit shocked cuz gt something happen i meet him at his wrk place there then we take cab to arab street smoke shissha wid xt baby alicia hui ling dear and kaiwei we smoke until 12 plus then we go le cuz there wan2 close le so we all go out and there take cab go home le

nth to do onli missing him

2009-05-08T17:00:00.003+08:00

yesterday meet alicia and eda at alicia hse downstair.. then we go Bedok Police Post make a police report of my lost ic.. At first the policeman in charge dun wan to gib mii a police report until SI ONGG told him to give us a police report then he ask us to wait for the number.. although it seems that our number is just behind a malay girl but we waited for quite long.. after reporting, we go took bus 268, then we go Tampines Mall cause alicia wanted to sign plan but in the end we did not sign due to not enough age the person in charge ask us to find a person age 21 and above so we found 1 but his ic also lost so also cannot help us to sign.. Then we go swensen eat my sister birthday cake as it is her 18 th birthday.. Her boyfriend act funny , he ask the manager to give us 18 balloons but in the end he onli give 5.. when the cake come, he ask the waitress to get him firecracker candles.. but they do not have so we just use the normal candles lol.. once the cake is put on the table.. the staff all sing the birthday song for my sister.. at the end of the song they pop a ballooon.. awhile more we started to cut the cake, bt the cake is too hard to cut using the normal knife, so my friend bf suggested to use the parang knife that they bought just nw.. after celebrating her birthday we went back to 800 plus slack awhile...

slack awhile onli, jiu receive a call from alicia say baby looking for mii, so i call her.. then she ask wan go her sch outside wait for her .. so i say i ask alicia first but alicia did not switch on her phone.. then awhile more baby call and say gt taiji so i blast alicia phone but she still did nt ans.. then crystal mgs mii say baby and the nw quarreling.. then i say goodbye to my fren jiu go out to the roadside take cab le.. i meet crystal at the sch outside, but by the time i reach there everything is opver.. so we smoke outside the sch awhile jiu go take bus 12 to baby hse but we go white sand find justin awhile first.. we slack awhile jiu go the nearby cafe eat le after eating baby saw her fren kaili she looked familair and in the end i know who is she then we go baby hse for mahjoing and card games when hui ling come.. then we slp ard 9 plus..

loves samuel
i miss you
never ever forget you

bored nth to do...

2009-04-03T08:32:00.002+08:00

recently my computer gt some problems so never blog for quite a long time.. i just cannot believe that i actually reconcile wid my best fren and we hang out quite often bt nw seldom contact another fren le wonder hws she doing nw going to start school soon and her sch so far .. dunno she can wake up anot.. nowadays nth to do so ltr going interview at least gt job i can earn money as well as passing time better i at hm nt to do onli know hw to eat sleep see tv just like a worthless person i am already going 18 i cannot waste my time anymore time passes very fast in a glance i have already wasted 17 yrs of my life i have nt much time left... i dunno i can live till hw long so gt to live my life to the fullest.. bored bored bored.. really nth to do go down slack onli being disturb by my so called frens... so no point goingg down i wan to find a job fast so as nt to waste my time at hm...

u stole my laughter

2009-02-25T02:01:00.002+08:00

Ever since the day i found out that u dun really love mii,it hurts my heart alot.. as i really put my heart into this relationship but in the end wad i realise it is just all my wishing thinking.. i decided nt to start a new relationship soon..
i really love u and this is wad u return muii love for u, u will have wad u deserve in the future, i hope the next gurl u be with u will bring her happiness and security and not lik wad u do to mii..
i will not forget this relationship de and the happy days we being through although we can still be frenz but i dun wish to think back about the past anymore so i decided to leave u alone for this time being and not see u.. so as to forget the bad memories and onli leave the best memories in my mind..
i have lost my one and onli closest frenz although i know that there is still some chance to be frenz wid her back again but i decided not to cause i realise that ever since we stopped meeting each other she look happier and everytime i wid her she will quarrel wid her bf i dun wish to let all this happen again.. so i decided to let myself suffer in silence and see her happy i happy le..hope u will be happy always..
A NEW BEGINING.....

xueting and ah wei birthday

2008-11-22T15:51:00.006+08:00

On the 20th is xueting and ah wei birthday we had lots of fun. at first we intended to go sakura eat de but in the change place cause last minute the place never open for business so we went to tampines shop around then go seoul garden. bt we never eat seoul garden cause the buffet time is at 5pm and at that time haven even reach 4 so we change our mind.. then we went to century and eat sakae we eat alot sia.. then awhile more mii and katek sok ping give an excuse of going to the ladies bt in the end we went to buy a small cake cause onli gt ard 8 of us onli. the cake that we bought is truffle cake by the time we eat finished we are too full to even eat the cake bt still we stuffed the cake and finished it.. then awhile more we take pics and behave just lik a kid playing ard hahas.. then we went back to my hse first cause i need to change then mii sok ping katek yan ping went to my hse behind there take the bus number 34 then went pungol then we take the train to boat quay and go for interview.. after all that we went back to 886 then my mum call mii then we quarrel cause she find out that i take the camera go sell then we quarrel until very fierce that my mum wan to put mii in bt in the all is fine.. fun day that day

confused gurl

2008-11-20T11:57:00.002+08:00

Recently i really dunno wad am i thinking at all... should i or should nt give him a chance.. After breaking up wid him my heart feels funny and uncomfortable maybe it is just i getting nt used to nt being wid him ba.. or have i really fallen in love wid him.. ahh.. i dun wan to fall in love wid anyone anymore hahas.. i am nt suitable for any boy-gurl relationship.. My heart is really broken up by him.. if he never come in to my singlious life maybe i will nt feel so confused right nw.. one guy told mii that he cheated on mii and i think i am very unfair to him as i haven even ask him wad actually is the truth i broken up wid him i guess he muz be angry wid mii right nw.. Bingwei i know u treat mii very gd and i am such a bitch to treat u lik this bt im sorry cause i am very confused right nw.. my head hurts as well as my hearts hurts.. i think we need to calm down and think and relax for a while i promise u i will check this through and will give u an fair answer. bt i hope when i am checking this matter u will nt wait and waste ur youth days on mii take care.. and find another gurl that will love and cherish u even more.. sorry i miss the days we are together.. i will always keep those days in mind and never forget it unless i gt animesia. if nt i will never forget u bt i will nt blame u if u forget mii cause i am at fault first.

worry

2008-11-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

whoa i really worried for her.. she just nw call mii tell mii that the aunt maybe never bail her then ltr she maybe going to be transfered to QRP. she just nw told mii that the police did nt gib her anything to eat then she say she is nw suffering whoa.. i nw damn frustrated.. thats it la i really hop she will faster come out and gib mii another call.. i intended to stay up all night just to wait for her call and tell mii that she come out le.. AH FAT dun worry nth will happen to u de even if u go in we will always wait for u de we are lik the sea they can never can we being seperated de. anything i will be there for u even if i dunno anything i will just chiong onli so long u are fine.. i appreciate all the things u done for mii and i miss all those days we slack at geylang and at my hse i really miss it so when u are out gib mii a call and no matter ware u are even i no money i will also come find u take care my friend...

love?? i dunno

2008-11-03T06:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday when i wake up i saw someone mgs mii, i dunno him.. he told mii his name is sky live at bukit batok there.. 20 yrs old at first he ask mii wheather i am attached anot i told him yes.. then he say nvm still can be friends i tell him ok but in the end i dunno why he suddenly tell mii that my bf is nt a gd guy.. i am damn angry and i tell him no matter wat he says i believe my bf wholeheartly bt in the end he says something that arouse my suspicious for my bf cause the names that he told mii i saw b4 at his hp.. and i really wonders who is saying the truth and i really hope that the guy is just playing a joke wid mii and my bf really loves mii wholeheartly.. cause i really hates a person lies to mii and told mii stupid sweet talks.. i really appreciate the things he had done for mii.. seldom a guy will from his hse come down just to slack and see mii and he stay so far woodlands there.. i really feel very happy being wid u and i can feel being really loved bt hope all this is true and nt just some plot of urs.. from the day i wid u i gain something and lost something.. i gain relationship bt i lost friendship.. bt to say the truth friendship are more important than relationship cause whenever i feeling sad or down they are always there beside mii bt nw is all in the best i love and trust u hope u will nt betray my trust just lik all my ex if nt i will really hates u alot and dun let mii see u.. i nowadays feel damn frustrated my ex treats mii just lik a spare tyre or a subsitute and my friends treat mii coldly nowadays i cannot take anymore shocks if nt i will really go crazy i miss u alots.. u two days nvr contact mii le wodering wat u doing or u lost feelings for mii le if u really lost feelings for mii just say it out loud cause i will nt blame u de love cannot be forced if one days u wan to break up wid mii i will nt hold u back or wat.. u will find someone more suitable for u cause we are still young dun talk to mii abt marriage cause we dunno can we really last till that fars there are alot of rummours saying u a flirt all this bt i dun care.. take care.. MY LOVE YOU ARE A GIFT FROM HEAVEN THAT MAKE MII THINK OF U 24/7

wat the fuck

2008-10-31T11:00:00.002+08:00

WTF LA U GUYS JUST STFU LA U WAN FIND TROUBLE COME ONLY LA I WAIT FOR U GUYS COME LA EVEN I DUNNO HW TO FIGHT I JUST FIGHT U GUYS TILL THE END NBCB KNN

had a fun and tiring day 2day

2008-09-12T03:49:00.002+08:00

today had a quite tiring and fun day, as today working as usual.. Just like the recent days take cab to wrk cause running late for wrk ma.. i meet alicia at expo outside our factory there.. as she reach there earlier then mii so she had already changed to her working clothes then at the stairs there sm0king... i abit later then her ma, so i went in to the factory and punched my card in case i forget.. then i put down my things and change into my working clothes then go out and find alicia and smoke.. awhile more the bell ring and its time for us to start work, so we went in and prepare for work..
we at first insert pin together, then suddenly the ah bee(supervisor) seperate us.. i being called to do the DAOO285 and trim the parts while alicia do the DAO490 insert pin.. i do until ard 5.30 i being asked to do the bending and alicia do the final insert.. tat one do until siao.. that alicia insert pin so fast i going crazy soon.. then awhile more i being asked to do back the same thing from the start... This time muz target 500 pieces ah bee tell mii b4 she go back.. bt by the end of the day i onli do 468 pieces.. so tiring.. finally end of the day..
I WILL NEVER LET YOU OFF LIAO GUO WEI.. U TREAT MII LIKE A TOY U HAPPY ASK MII BACK NT HAPPY JUST DUMP MII AWAY.. DUN LET MII HAVE A CHANCE TO TAKE REVENGE.. IF THERE IS REALLY A CHANCE I WILL LET YOU KNOW WHO IS WHOSE TOY..

moi unspoken words

2008-09-07T15:18:00.003+08:00

i feel so hurt and rejected, after what he had done to me.. Guys promises are all lies but i dunno why i still lik a fool to believe wadever he says, why am i so stupid to believe wat he says? After the first lesson, i still did not put my defence against him but still allow him to get into my life and disrupt me once again. I swear that i will never see him again but deep inside mny heart i desire and really hope to see him once again just a glance also can. I dunno why am i so stupid to harbour all these thoughts after wat he had says, i dunno wat i should do.. i feel so lost and confused, wat the fuck everyone just treat mii lik trash or a ball being kicked around. Even sometimes my closest friend will also gossip or insult mii, although i dun show it in my appearance but actually deep inside my hearts hurts alot. Noone knows wat i am really thinking or feeling deep inside, they thought i am the type that happy goes lucky but sometime although i look strong but actually i am very weak inside.. I just feel so useless after all these years i have spentg, i thought i have overcome all guys hurt but the fact is the wound still hurts, all the thing is still stuck in my heart and brain not easy to be erased. Am i so irritating that whoebver is with mi will just leave mii in the end. Will i find someone that will loves and cares for mii and just purely love mii but not for anything. Everynight i will calm down and think but i will get the same answer in the end.. and burst into tears, although i look happy but actually it hurts alot deep inside.. sometimes i feel lik going crazy soon but i still hide all my feelings inside my heart, i dunno when can i vent all my feelings out and not bottled it anymore.. i still connot find someone to really confide in, Cheeping is always busy with her school projects, and have nt much time to spent with mii.. i wonder why am i so foolish to accept to his request even though i know tthat we will not have any happy ending.. i wan2 forget him but the hurt that he give mii has already leave a scar in moii heart.

16/08/08

2008-08-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

yesterday had a fun day, at first onli intended to slack with xueting and sok ping..
then awhile more jia jun & Alicia come and find us and we slack for awhile more then katek came and find us, she just come back from a game of table tennis, she bought along a ping pong ball.. then they played for awhile.. their game is so funny that i laugh until there is tears in moii eyes.(hahas) the game is the one who let the ball out muz play true or dare.. they all mostly choose dare... then they all do alot of stupid actions as if there are the jester of the dAY as they made us laugh..
then after playing the game half-way, ricky and tristan come and find us slack.. then we started playing ali bomb... at first the catcher is jia jun then we went to hide and he cannot find us.. then after jia jun.. sok ping is the catcher.. at first she caught mii first but she call moii name but forgotten to tap the table si i tap it first and run away again..(whoa heng sia)..

sick and tired of everything

2008-08-14T10:08:00.003+08:00

i am really very afraid that one day he is going to leave mii.. but i guess i have to be mentally prepared nw cause i feel that he does not has as much feelings for mii anymore.. i think that i am nt really suitable for any boy girl relationship.. everything i do will not turns out good at all.. first is samuel chia wen yao, nw is liao guo wei.. sometimes i really thinks, wad i done to deserve all this.. i treat them nt good enough meh?? i swear to myself that i muz nt put 100% trust in guys anymore cause they onli know hw to make empty promises so there is no use for them to make any promises to girls cause in the end.. PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN.. i learnt alot lesson frm guys.. haix i really hope that we can really last.. moii friends all tell mii that dun think too much..he still loves mii de, but the way that he shows mii that is the opposite.. everytime b4 i wake up i will see his mgs but now, haix.. is i mgs him first and he will take a very long time then reply.. i think his feelings for mii has fade alot..

*sweets and chocolates*

06/08/08

*love days...*

the days

2008-08-11T16:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday at first go out happily meet sok ping they all go watch movie..'' MONEY NT ENOUGH'' the show is funny (hahas) bt is also very touching at the last part (sob).. After watching movie, we went downstairs and smoke.. after awhile kelly called and looked for alicia so i tell her i nt with alicia but she just dun believe mii and keep on using vulgarities and she hang moii phone that is wat i really cannot tolerate so i shout back at her lol.. then after that we all went to inter and take bus 291 back to 800+.. that time moii mind is filled with anger so i did not tok to anyone on the way back as i dun wan to suddenly vent moii anger on them..
When we reach 800+ we go 839 slack, when we reached there, xueting look for the poker cards then we sok ping and xueting taidi.. while i at there listening to moii song and just ignore everybody.. after i slowly calmed down i played taidi with them..(hahas).. After everything jia jun ask mii go hm take moii martell down so i went home then jun and ah bu go cheers buy the drinks and the cups..
after that we go to 843 to drink.. ah bu onli drink a few cups he vomit le(yucks), then after drinking awhile we all called Mac to eat then after eating and drinking.. moii dear call mii so i go chat with him on the phone(muacks) and ignore the rest.. then ah bu ask mii drink half of the martell i tell him i dun wan he keep forcing mii to drink.. so i gt abit agitated and i raise moii voice at him and say'' i dun wan '' then he say i humji.. then i tell him i humji so wat.. i dun wan drink means dun wan dun force mii... then i continue talking to moii dear.. awhile more i go back hm le..
then when i reach hm i use moii hse phone call him.. then he say he call moii hp so i waited for his call.. after chatting for an hour plus he asked mii to go and bath then i hang the phone and go bath.. after bathing we chatted for a few hous then he say he is tried then i ask him to hang the phone and go to bed as he still have to work in the afternoon ltr not enough sleep..

* Sweets and chocolates *
06/08/08
...Our Love Days....

Lowei Birthday...

2008-08-09T18:09:00.001+08:00

Yesterday had a great fun day... At first went to simpang Bedok to pray and accompany alicia and siew hwee they went to ask the monk to help them bless their amulet..
Then we went to the shop nearby, cause alicia want to buy the chain for her amulet.. but in the end she did not choose anyone of them cause the chain that she wan2 buy is out of stock so we went out of the shop and smoke..
we pass by a shop that sell cars, then alicia say the red colour car she order already(hahas) then after smoking finish we went to the bus stop and wait for the bus and went back to tampines to look for kelly they all.. then we go kfc eat after that we wait awhile at kfc outside cause moii mum wan2 come and pass mi money mah..
then after moii mum go le, we go to arcade to play thern wei sheng caught one bear for kelly, but after that bear he nvr caught anything le( funny) but kelly insisted on wanting the big minnie so wei sheng keep on changing money and try to catch for her.. but in the end he still did not get wat she wanted..
then after that they went smoking i waited for cheeping to come cause she say she is coming to tm to watch movie with leslie, we chatted for awhile then leslie ask cheeping wan any sweets?? cheeping say wan so leslie go bang on the sweets machine then the sweet drop out..( '' so strong'') actually is because the thing is stuck on the pannel so when gt impact the sweets will fall down...
then we went smoking and awhile more cheeping went and go see the movie le then i go arcade find alicia they all.. but guess wat they are not at the arcade so i call alicia on her phone.. then she told mii that they are all at mini toons so i went down to look for them, half- way down.. i saw nicolas cause he tap mii then i saw him then he ask mii go ware.. then i tell him going to find friends..
then later zheng yuan call mii then i look upstairs and saw bi shun, melvin and nick.. then i go and find alicia and tell her i saw zheng yuan..
then after that we went down to 1st floor and alicia and kelly and wei sheng, then i accompany siew hwee go timberland look for someone but she did nt saw him then siew hwee accompany mii go buy ice-cream..
after eating finish the ice-cream, we went to take cab and go find lowei they all..
there gt sok ping, alloy, ricky, jia jun and lowei friends.. lowei bring down his da bao.. then ask us to drink... the wine that lowei pour is very thick i drink ard two or three cups going to drunk already then i ta with alloy and jun.. after drinking with jun they all i go toilet then i feel very uneasy feel lik vomitting lol..(yucks)
then b4 leaving bedok i vomitted and feel beeter at first the we go hail cab and went to geylang lor 14 LIP DISCO
when we reach lip outside i vomitted all the wine that i drink..then lowei snd the rest ask am i ok.. then lowei went to the opposite coffee shop and buy for ii pineapple to eat after eating the pineapple i feel better.. then lowei ask us to go in and sit.. then guess wat beside mii is moii guy.. maybe that is fate bah (hahas)
then when we reach inside someone called martell for us to drink bt i dunno who.. but 1 thing for sure is i never drink any cup..
after everyone is almost drunk.. we went off cause they say pai kia zhong come in le then i say goodbye to moi guy then go lor 14 behind there sit..
we sit there and lowei ask us wat we wan to drink, after everyone has order their drink, ricky listened to his song for awhile then lay on the table le...
after resting awhile we all went hail cab and all meet at 839..
we take the first cab but we are the 2nd one that reach there, when we reach there we say jun and alloy vomitting then we went to buy drinks.. alicia i think she very tired cause she fall asleep. i rested awhile then we all went back hm to rest
the end

* sweets and chocolates*
06/08/08

06/08/08

2008-08-07T17:39:00.002+08:00

i think sometimes i feel that i am such a soft hearted gurl.. i say to myself not to give him anymore chances after wat he had said to hurt mii.. but in the end i still give in to him as i still gt feelings for him but we promised each other 3 things b4 we patch (hahas).. but i dunno wheather he really still gt feelinfgs for mii anot but the things he tell mii is when he is going steady with another girl he had not forget mii but dunno wheather is he telling the truth anot but hop so lol..
Although i can feel that he is telling the truth but i dunno how long will this felling last ma so i dun intend to put moii full heart into this relationship until i am certain and confirm that his love for mii is stable and trustful..
but i really hope that this time our relationship can last longer then the past (hum).... i just wan to look for a guy that i can put moii trust on him and will care and show concern for mii.. i dun expect anything from him i just wan his attention and his love thats all is it too much for him??( i wonder)
Anyway we get back again i think is affinity cause we go one big round and lots of challenges to be together agin sometimes god lik to make fun of ppl but in the end we learnt alot of things so watever god done for you he has a reason so i dun blame god anymore...

sweets and chocolates
*06/08/08*

friendship are not forever de..

2008-07-15T04:53:00.003+08:00

i finally know wat is the feeling being betrayed by ur own friends le.. the feeling sux.. This is the first time i being betrayed by someone i trust i cannot believe why she did this to mii wad have i done to deserve all this??.. God.. i noe i am irritating sometimes but whye do you need to make fun of moii life over and over again??
First is being ditched by the guy i love.. then nw wad being betrayed by friends.. i really7 dunno how much longer i can hang on.. i really cannot take it anymore.. i dun mind being humilate by friends everyday but i really cannot stand being betrayed by a person i trust.. but i will not take revenge as i believe wat comes arounds goes around she will hab her retribution de..
Nw i truely hope for is to find a long lasting friendship and nt being betrayed again..
SAD GIRL...

love is all lies..

2008-06-26T01:46:00.002+08:00

love is just all lies.. sweet talk and everything is just the begining once the guy get wad he wanted they will just treat u lik trash u lik him or nt is none of their business le.. what is love??

love just means: sufferring , tears , and if u are lucky to find a guy that really loves u then is happiness...

i just broke up with moii guy few days ago, at first i will feel sad but slowly i learnt that to let him regret everthing that he has done to mii i have to learn to be reckless and heartless..
i will let him noe what is the feeling of being cheated by someone u really trust, just watch out. I WILL BE BACK!!... i dunno wat i see in him, he so fat and tattoo all over the body he is just not moii cup of tea... why i will choose him....

sometimes i am thinking why did i agree to go back to his side.. haix but now everthing is over for mii and him le but never mind, i also dun need him hahas..

Start moii new life all over again..

sian

2008-06-14T18:44:00.002+08:00

haix.. at last reconcile with him le all those misunderstanding is in the past le... hope this time all things will go smoothly for us.. dun even noe wheather i really lik him not sia.. but aiya hack care la.. let things just go by itself sibei sian.. dunno wad to do all moii friends go seperate ways le .. hope all will go well lol this yr sux..

31/05/08

2008-05-31T13:13:00.002+08:00

Today had so much fun sia... at first intended to go to alicia relative chalet at East Coast but in the end cause the door is locked so we go walk walk then i hungry so we went to Mac and eat at first we intended to walk to Mac but it is too far away so we hail a cab and went to Mac and eat.. i dunno why i so hungry (hehe).. i ate 1 box of spicy mcnuggets and one box of original nuggets plus the fries lei omg... i going to get fat sooner or ltr.. then we are eating half-way, jia jun, siew hwee and zheng yuan come find us... then we slack at mac for awhile then we went to the beach for a stroll .. we climb up the big rock and sit there at first it was hard for mii to climb the rock as i wear high heels and it is ver slippery... whoa nearly fall down.. then after awhile we jump down the rock slowly la... hahas...we went towards the mac but this time we go upstairs then we go play pool for awhile.. while alicia and siew hwee is playing mii zheng yuan and jia jun went to change coins and played the basketball machine as we are bored.. i and jun tact team while zheng yuan alone so our scorre higher then him(wahaha)... we win.... then after playing pool we went to the beach and went back to the rock.. and emo at there for awhile then jun spotted a ball then he asked us wana play ball?? we say anything so he go and get the ball but dunno why zheng yuan go kick the ball and the ball landed at the sea so we ask him to go get back the ball.. he wanted to go down the sea and get the ball, but we told him that the waves will push back the ball but in the end his pants is soaked with water.. when zheng yuan get back the ball we kicked ard at first we intended to play soccer at the soccer court but we are unlucky as the door is locked..(Haix) so we walked back and we go to the roller skating court but there already had ppl occupied the space for their morning exercise so suay... so we went abit further and at first we just kick ard but in the end we played some games hahas just like a child.. we played monkey, then we played ali bomb.. so fun.. after playing we rest at there then siew hwee phone rang and it was jerad who called her and tell her that he is coming down but siew hwee does nt wan him to come down as we are all tired and wanted to go home but jerad insist in coming down so siew hwee quarrel with him we waited for him.. but he very fast come awhile ltr he called and say he at mac.. so we moved to mac and slack there for awhile... then when siew hwee and jerad meet each other dunno wat happen they suddenly went different ways.. then alicia tell mii that siew hwee is crying so we ask zheng yuan to look for her but guess wad she is just nearby(Lol)... so i went to find her then i saw her sitting on the bench sobbing quietly... so i asked her wad happen but she refused to tell mi so i dun force her lol.. then i walk away and go find alicia and jerad when i saw him he look very pissed off and irritated then he told us lots of things.. then he ask us to look after siew hwee for him.. we persuade him again and again but he is too stubborn to listen to our advice so alicia go find siew hwee to ask them to have a peaceful talk but in the end they both quarrel again then jerd walked to 7-11 and buy two cans of tiger beer and walked angrily towards the beach.. we followed him and found that he is just sitting there silently so we asked siew hwee to go over and talk nicely.. then we went to another table and played taidi for awhile then jun say his nicotine level low le so i and alicia kup money and buy cig as all of us dun have cig liao.. at first jun go buy can buy but nt enough money.. then when jun come back and get the money he went back to the shop but this time the supervisor ask for his ic.. so he walked back and find us.. then we asked jerad to help us buy, but he refused to take the money so we passed to siew hwee but when jerad is back he asked us to keep the money as he treat us.. so we take back the money then sit there for awhile then dunno who suggested to play water we also anything de ma so we went down the beach and play.. then alicia wanted to change to her boxer as she wear skinny jeans cannot play water.. so i accompany her whoa when we reached the sea they splashed and push mii into the water but nvm just have fun ma so i anything de hahas.. so wet.. then after that is jun and zheng yuan both went to swim in the sea.. so i also stay in the sea and play then alicia went back and get her phone then they take a few pics and ltr alicia suddenly change back to her skinny at first we thought she dun wana play le but actually she intended to just play with her skinny jeans so we swim and ask siew hwee to take a few pics of us then we played in the water for some time then we all went up and smoke.. BUT.. we found out that jerad is sleeping oh shit hw are we going to ask him wake up.. but in the end he wake up then we packed up and hail for cab then went back.. jun they all never go hm all come moii hse for awhile then they all changed out of their wet pants then i cooked for siew hwee then zhen yuan cooked for jia jun they eat le slack for awhile more then they all go back le had a really fun day today...

the end..

love days still counting on...

28/05/08

lub Guo Wei

29/05/08

2008-05-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today is a tiring day...as yesteray went to boat quay drink then sit ah jie car.. before we went to boat quay, ah jie, kelly and xueting come fetch mii and alicia at moii hse downstairs.. hahas. then we went to bedok cause alicia wanted to change...

then we went to boat quay meet ah jie friends(ah di they all)... we saw them then we went to the pub name..(Martin... ) i forgt liao hehe...

we drink martell with green tea or coke moii friends all chose coke but i choose to mix with green tea..

then awhile ltr, i and alicia go out and smoke.. then we go find kelly as kelly friend come find her, then we at the downstair coffeeshop slack for awhile..

we slack for a few minutes then when we were on the way going up the stairs, alicia ask mii wana eat i say anything so we u-turn then find a seat and called for food...

then while we are eating half-way, ah di and one of his friend come down to look for kelly, they keep on di-siao her hahas..

then after eating, we go find kelly and her friends to chat and smoke.. after smoking we went up the stairs and go back to the pub and drink..
then alicia asked mii want to play pool so i changed money then we played for a few rounds... at first i win(yeah) then slowly start to lose le...:[

after playing pool we went back to our seat and drink then xueting ask mii wana play games?? then i say ok then we play the photo hunt for a while.. oh ya before we went downstairs i and xueting already started playing games and we got into the highest score hahas.. the game like the viwawa sushido game..

then after all the drinking we sit ah jie car and went back home on the way back ah jie look abit drunk .. his driving abit dangerous he go zig zac ways then he say the cab is a sports car hahas very funny.. then we all went home le

the end....

280508

2008-05-28T05:44:00.000+08:00

Today abit jealous of him.. he say he miss mii alot ask mii come down lip find him but in the end wat i saw is he hugging girl.. i ask him but he say it is all a misunderstanding.. so i believe him then he ask mii for patch.. but at first i did not agree as in the first time i broke up with him is all because he did not care much about mii and i scared that if i patch back with him.. everything will go back to the same as the past.. but in the end i agree as i cannot let go of the feelings i had for him...

i hope this time he will really cherish this relationship i had with him... and not just cast mii aside again...

i am abit sacred that he go up to cantonment and not come out anymore.. i dun mind waiting for him but i scared that in the end is he dun wan mii anymore then all moii waiting is worthless... but alicia told mii that will nth happen de la.. he sure will come out de...

then after i meet him i went rounding with xiao hei and xueting.. we go round and round but is all ard geylang.. hahas... so sian..

then we went game room play game..

so bored..

haix...

love days still counting on...

22 may 2008

2008-05-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

today went rounding with kelly and a few malay guys.. at first i thought all malay guys are very irritating and unfriendly.. but they let mii change the opionon of malay guys..

they are friendly and funny.. hahas..

when kelly reached moii hse downstairs.. kelly called mii and tell mii to go to the white colour van.. when i reached there the guy his name is called man tricked mii asked wan somw soveinors.. then he asked mii to choose from the phones he held at his hand but it is all dummy '' fake'' hahas so funny..

then we went to changi eat and di siao ah guai.. so fun
then we went to a place near the sea and drink there hehe..

After that alicia they all come and find us.. then when kelly spray water at mii.. i chased after her and she hide behind alicia so we go roubd and round.. then alicia say stop playing cause she going dizzy so i stopped chasing kelly..

After drinking.. we went to yishun damp and slack over there.. then we took a few pics and then they drive us to tampines then we went hm..

the end...

20 may 2008

2008-05-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

today i am so happy, as moii birthday gt moii friends accompany mii celebrate but before moii birthday a few hours , the jia jun go throw mii flour.. but never mind as i also had a great time playing flour.. hahas

then the day....

at night i went lip disco with some of moii friends and drink quite alot...
i drink mostly all liquor...
i noe ii that day went home very drunk and full of the liquor smell..
but i have a great day that time hahas... at first we intended to go to spannar boy's chalet but i am already very drunk so we all went home and rest, felt abit guilty as i implicated them and let them all cannot go to spannar boy chalet.. but anyway all of us had a great day hehe..

16 may 2008

2008-05-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

Today i found out tat i haven really let him go out of moii life yet.. while i am watching the show title fated to love you i slowly realised that in moii heart i still have him..

whoa i really now i felling confused and irritated who can tell mi wad to do.. arr..

today going orchard chiong.. hope to let out all moii feelings by that time and have fun..

moii hand still hurts..

14 May 2008

2008-05-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

whoa today fucking freak sia.. moii phone for no reason has been reformated by moii sister idiot frenz..

then moii sister her 4GB memory card been stolen by her own fren so true fren that can be trusted is really hard to find.. so when u really find a true fren treasure it and dun let it leave you..take care all moii frenz sometime i really wonder wheather moii surroundings has any true friends anot.. haix ...moii birthday reaching but i dunno wheather moii friends will remember it anot

haix.. fren?

2008-05-10T09:59:00.001+08:00

i dun think frenz will always stay together

all will change one day

but hope our friendship will last till the day we die

but i dun think that will happen anymore.. cause all have seperated

hiax..

wad is love?

i dun think i truely understand

他不会是个好男人, 也不会是个好情人

hahas

sux

2008-04-01T20:52:00.001+08:00

haix sian relationship does not suit mii at all
fuck tat idiot guy cheated my feelings again and again
if u dun lik mii whye chio mii patch idiotic guy
haix life is meaniless without u... i miss u lots hope u will come back to be together wid us again loh xiuyin
friends are lik the water in the sea
they are never separated
so no matter how far or how long u are separated from us
we will be back together once more
muz remember us ok
misses

love likes to make a fool of ppl

2008-03-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

whye does love likes to play ppl around when the dae the gurl started to lose feelings for the guy..
he muz return and ask to be together again
haix i am such a soft hearted person whye i cannot be a cold blooded person and strongly reject him whye muz i agree to his request nw moii life is more miserable then before i miss those singlelious days

memorable day...

2008-03-19T03:18:00.000+08:00

today mii and moii fren has put down the determination to put tatoo.. although the process is painful but by the end of it u will feel happi

love

2008-03-19T03:13:00.000+08:00

love like to make a fool of ppl when u started to slowly let him go, he wants u back but when he has u back he treat u like a glass never even bothered about you.. haix.. what is love i dun even think i know.. friends are better than stead, at least when u are sad or wad they are always there for u but for stead u dun even know when they gt mood change and even they care for u it is just for a short moment...when they get tired of u they will find a new girl and replace u.. so girls do not need to put too much feelings into it...

life

2008-03-12T06:34:00.000+08:00

life always have up and downs , when ur life style is up u will feel happier than other ppl...
but when ur life style goes down u will feel that u are the worst ppl in the life and u will feel that no one else is more unlucky then u..
but actually we have a life better than other children in the other side of the world.. some of them dun even have a roof above their heald to give them shelther and warmth.. we muz be content with wad we have no and not ask for something else more haix... mostly ppl will nt get contented with their life until they see the sufferings of other children in the other side of the world...

too much request...

love is a trade of body and soul

2008-03-08T18:00:00.001+08:00

all guys are bastard they onli know how to sweet talk wid u before they can get you... but once they get u they will onli know hw to ignore u and hack care u so all girls out there u hab to be careful of guys they are very scheming and tricky.. be careful of those guys who love to sweet talk...
im gald i realise this mistake before its too late... im gald that i broke up with that idiot fast hatred.....

dae i found moii love

2008-02-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

the dae i found moi happiness is on 15/01/08
tat is the happiest dae of moii life ever since i met him moii life changes alot
he is the man tat i am looking for mature and a guy tat really cares for mii love him lots