had a fun and tiring day 2day

today had a quite tiring and fun day, as today working as usual.. Just like the recent days take cab to wrk cause running late for wrk ma.. i meet alicia at expo outside our factory there.. as she reach there earlier then mii so she had already changed to her working clothes then at the stairs there sm0king... i abit later then her ma, so i went in to the factory and punched my card in case i forget.. then i put down my things and change into my working clothes then go out and find alicia and smoke.. awhile more the bell ring and its time for us to start work, so we went in and prepare for work..
we at first insert pin together, then suddenly the ah bee(supervisor) seperate us.. i being called to do the DAOO285 and trim the parts while alicia do the DAO490 insert pin.. i do until ard 5.30 i being asked to do the bending and alicia do the final insert.. tat one do until siao.. that alicia insert pin so fast i going crazy soon.. then awhile more i being asked to do back the same thing from the start... This time muz target 500 pieces ah bee tell mii b4 she go back.. bt by the end of the day i onli do 468 pieces.. so tiring.. finally end of the day..
I WILL NEVER LET YOU OFF LIAO GUO WEI.. U TREAT MII LIKE A TOY U HAPPY ASK MII BACK NT HAPPY JUST DUMP MII AWAY.. DUN LET MII HAVE A CHANCE TO TAKE REVENGE.. IF THERE IS REALLY A CHANCE I WILL LET YOU KNOW WHO IS WHOSE TOY..

moi unspoken words

i feel so hurt and rejected, after what he had done to me.. Guys promises are all lies but i dunno why i still lik a fool to believe wadever he says, why am i so stupid to believe wat he says? After the first lesson, i still did not put my defence against him but still allow him to get into my life and disrupt me once again. I swear that i will never see him again but deep inside mny heart i desire and really hope to see him once again just a glance also can. I dunno why am i so stupid to harbour all these thoughts after wat he had says, i dunno wat i should do.. i feel so lost and confused, wat the fuck everyone just treat mii lik trash or a ball being kicked around. Even sometimes my closest friend will also gossip or insult mii, although i dun show it in my appearance but actually deep inside my hearts hurts alot. Noone knows wat i am really thinking or feeling deep inside, they thought i am the type that happy goes lucky but sometime although i look strong but actually i am very weak inside.. I just feel so useless after all these years i have spentg, i thought i have overcome all guys hurt but the fact is the wound still hurts, all the thing is still stuck in my heart and brain not easy to be erased. Am i so irritating that whoebver is with mi will just leave mii in the end. Will i find someone that will loves and cares for mii and just purely love mii but not for anything. Everynight i will calm down and think but i will get the same answer in the end.. and burst into tears, although i look happy but actually it hurts alot deep inside.. sometimes i feel lik going crazy soon but i still hide all my feelings inside my heart, i dunno when can i vent all my feelings out and not bottled it anymore.. i still connot find someone to really confide in, Cheeping is always busy with her school projects, and have nt much time to spent with mii.. i wonder why am i so foolish to accept to his request even though i know tthat we will not have any happy ending.. i wan2 forget him but the hurt that he give mii has already leave a scar in moii heart.