what am i doing??

i really dunno what am i doing i have all the knowledge that i need but i just dun dare to speak to strangers about what am i doing haix where have all my bravery and courage gone to=( in the end only end up hurting everyone feeling with the way i speak the way i do my things wtf why am i always dragging people down with me!! whenever they think i can do it i never do my best in the end get scolded not happy but din realised the mistakes lies in me all the while.. am i as stubborn as what they think?.. i think should be yes ba, as they ask mi do A i do B i just fucking do all my own way continuing this way im gg fail in everything i do come on jasmine wake up from u fucking own world its time to focus on the things u do le.

happening countdown=))

This year countdown is an blast, had so much fun with peeps that has the same goals and mindset and ambitions as mi.. waterbombs may seem childish but we had great fun=)) before gg chalet had a full dinner buffet at hotel=)) really wish every year is the same but with more peeps and more $$$$$$$$ hahahs strive to success!!