yesterday had a fun day, at first onli intended to slack with xueting and sok ping..
then awhile more jia jun & Alicia come and find us and we slack for awhile more then katek came and find us, she just come back from a game of table tennis, she bought along a ping pong ball.. then they played for awhile.. their game is so funny that i laugh until there is tears in moii eyes.(hahas) the game is the one who let the ball out muz play true or dare.. they all mostly choose dare... then they all do alot of stupid actions as if there are the jester of the dAY as they made us laugh..
then after playing the game half-way, ricky and tristan come and find us slack.. then we started playing ali bomb... at first the catcher is jia jun then we went to hide and he cannot find us.. then after jia jun.. sok ping is the catcher.. at first she caught mii first but she call moii name but forgotten to tap the table si i tap it first and run away again..(whoa heng sia)..
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
sick and tired of everything
i am really very afraid that one day he is going to leave mii.. but i guess i have to be mentally prepared nw cause i feel that he does not has as much feelings for mii anymore.. i think that i am nt really suitable for any boy girl relationship.. everything i do will not turns out good at all.. first is samuel chia wen yao, nw is liao guo wei.. sometimes i really thinks, wad i done to deserve all this.. i treat them nt good enough meh?? i swear to myself that i muz nt put 100% trust in guys anymore cause they onli know hw to make empty promises so there is no use for them to make any promises to girls cause in the end.. PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN.. i learnt alot lesson frm guys.. haix i really hope that we can really last.. moii friends all tell mii that dun think too much..he still loves mii de, but the way that he shows mii that is the opposite.. everytime b4 i wake up i will see his mgs but now, haix.. is i mgs him first and he will take a very long time then reply.. i think his feelings for mii has fade alot..
*sweets and chocolates*
06/08/08
*love days...*
Monday, August 11, 2008
the days
yesterday at first go out happily meet sok ping they all go watch movie..'' MONEY NT ENOUGH'' the show is funny (hahas) bt is also very touching at the last part (sob).. After watching movie, we went downstairs and smoke.. after awhile kelly called and looked for alicia so i tell her i nt with alicia but she just dun believe mii and keep on using vulgarities and she hang moii phone that is wat i really cannot tolerate so i shout back at her lol.. then after that we all went to inter and take bus 291 back to 800+.. that time moii mind is filled with anger so i did not tok to anyone on the way back as i dun wan to suddenly vent moii anger on them..
When we reach 800+ we go 839 slack, when we reached there, xueting look for the poker cards then we sok ping and xueting taidi.. while i at there listening to moii song and just ignore everybody.. after i slowly calmed down i played taidi with them..(hahas).. After everything jia jun ask mii go hm take moii martell down so i went home then jun and ah bu go cheers buy the drinks and the cups..
after that we go to 843 to drink.. ah bu onli drink a few cups he vomit le(yucks), then after drinking awhile we all called Mac to eat then after eating and drinking.. moii dear call mii so i go chat with him on the phone(muacks) and ignore the rest.. then ah bu ask mii drink half of the martell i tell him i dun wan he keep forcing mii to drink.. so i gt abit agitated and i raise moii voice at him and say'' i dun wan '' then he say i humji.. then i tell him i humji so wat.. i dun wan drink means dun wan dun force mii... then i continue talking to moii dear.. awhile more i go back hm le..
then when i reach hm i use moii hse phone call him.. then he say he call moii hp so i waited for his call.. after chatting for an hour plus he asked mii to go and bath then i hang the phone and go bath.. after bathing we chatted for a few hous then he say he is tried then i ask him to hang the phone and go to bed as he still have to work in the afternoon ltr not enough sleep..
* Sweets and chocolates *
06/08/08
...Our Love Days....
When we reach 800+ we go 839 slack, when we reached there, xueting look for the poker cards then we sok ping and xueting taidi.. while i at there listening to moii song and just ignore everybody.. after i slowly calmed down i played taidi with them..(hahas).. After everything jia jun ask mii go hm take moii martell down so i went home then jun and ah bu go cheers buy the drinks and the cups..
after that we go to 843 to drink.. ah bu onli drink a few cups he vomit le(yucks), then after drinking awhile we all called Mac to eat then after eating and drinking.. moii dear call mii so i go chat with him on the phone(muacks) and ignore the rest.. then ah bu ask mii drink half of the martell i tell him i dun wan he keep forcing mii to drink.. so i gt abit agitated and i raise moii voice at him and say'' i dun wan '' then he say i humji.. then i tell him i humji so wat.. i dun wan drink means dun wan dun force mii... then i continue talking to moii dear.. awhile more i go back hm le..
then when i reach hm i use moii hse phone call him.. then he say he call moii hp so i waited for his call.. after chatting for an hour plus he asked mii to go and bath then i hang the phone and go bath.. after bathing we chatted for a few hous then he say he is tried then i ask him to hang the phone and go to bed as he still have to work in the afternoon ltr not enough sleep..
* Sweets and chocolates *
06/08/08
...Our Love Days....
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Lowei Birthday...
Yesterday had a great fun day... At first went to simpang Bedok to pray and accompany alicia and siew hwee they went to ask the monk to help them bless their amulet..
Then we went to the shop nearby, cause alicia want to buy the chain for her amulet.. but in the end she did not choose anyone of them cause the chain that she wan2 buy is out of stock so we went out of the shop and smoke..
we pass by a shop that sell cars, then alicia say the red colour car she order already(hahas) then after smoking finish we went to the bus stop and wait for the bus and went back to tampines to look for kelly they all.. then we go kfc eat after that we wait awhile at kfc outside cause moii mum wan2 come and pass mi money mah..
then after moii mum go le, we go to arcade to play thern wei sheng caught one bear for kelly, but after that bear he nvr caught anything le( funny) but kelly insisted on wanting the big minnie so wei sheng keep on changing money and try to catch for her.. but in the end he still did not get wat she wanted..
then after that they went smoking i waited for cheeping to come cause she say she is coming to tm to watch movie with leslie, we chatted for awhile then leslie ask cheeping wan any sweets?? cheeping say wan so leslie go bang on the sweets machine then the sweet drop out..( '' so strong'') actually is because the thing is stuck on the pannel so when gt impact the sweets will fall down...
then we went smoking and awhile more cheeping went and go see the movie le then i go arcade find alicia they all.. but guess wat they are not at the arcade so i call alicia on her phone.. then she told mii that they are all at mini toons so i went down to look for them, half- way down.. i saw nicolas cause he tap mii then i saw him then he ask mii go ware.. then i tell him going to find friends..
then later zheng yuan call mii then i look upstairs and saw bi shun, melvin and nick.. then i go and find alicia and tell her i saw zheng yuan..
then after that we went down to 1st floor and alicia and kelly and wei sheng, then i accompany siew hwee go timberland look for someone but she did nt saw him then siew hwee accompany mii go buy ice-cream..
after eating finish the ice-cream, we went to take cab and go find lowei they all..
there gt sok ping, alloy, ricky, jia jun and lowei friends.. lowei bring down his da bao.. then ask us to drink... the wine that lowei pour is very thick i drink ard two or three cups going to drunk already then i ta with alloy and jun.. after drinking with jun they all i go toilet then i feel very uneasy feel lik vomitting lol..(yucks)
then b4 leaving bedok i vomitted and feel beeter at first the we go hail cab and went to geylang lor 14 LIP DISCO
when we reach lip outside i vomitted all the wine that i drink..then lowei snd the rest ask am i ok.. then lowei went to the opposite coffee shop and buy for ii pineapple to eat after eating the pineapple i feel better.. then lowei ask us to go in and sit.. then guess wat beside mii is moii guy.. maybe that is fate bah (hahas)
then when we reach inside someone called martell for us to drink bt i dunno who.. but 1 thing for sure is i never drink any cup..
after everyone is almost drunk.. we went off cause they say pai kia zhong come in le then i say goodbye to moi guy then go lor 14 behind there sit..
we sit there and lowei ask us wat we wan to drink, after everyone has order their drink, ricky listened to his song for awhile then lay on the table le...
after resting awhile we all went hail cab and all meet at 839..
we take the first cab but we are the 2nd one that reach there, when we reach there we say jun and alloy vomitting then we went to buy drinks.. alicia i think she very tired cause she fall asleep. i rested awhile then we all went back hm to rest
the end
* sweets and chocolates*
06/08/08
Then we went to the shop nearby, cause alicia want to buy the chain for her amulet.. but in the end she did not choose anyone of them cause the chain that she wan2 buy is out of stock so we went out of the shop and smoke..
we pass by a shop that sell cars, then alicia say the red colour car she order already(hahas) then after smoking finish we went to the bus stop and wait for the bus and went back to tampines to look for kelly they all.. then we go kfc eat after that we wait awhile at kfc outside cause moii mum wan2 come and pass mi money mah..
then after moii mum go le, we go to arcade to play thern wei sheng caught one bear for kelly, but after that bear he nvr caught anything le( funny) but kelly insisted on wanting the big minnie so wei sheng keep on changing money and try to catch for her.. but in the end he still did not get wat she wanted..
then after that they went smoking i waited for cheeping to come cause she say she is coming to tm to watch movie with leslie, we chatted for awhile then leslie ask cheeping wan any sweets?? cheeping say wan so leslie go bang on the sweets machine then the sweet drop out..( '' so strong'') actually is because the thing is stuck on the pannel so when gt impact the sweets will fall down...
then we went smoking and awhile more cheeping went and go see the movie le then i go arcade find alicia they all.. but guess wat they are not at the arcade so i call alicia on her phone.. then she told mii that they are all at mini toons so i went down to look for them, half- way down.. i saw nicolas cause he tap mii then i saw him then he ask mii go ware.. then i tell him going to find friends..
then later zheng yuan call mii then i look upstairs and saw bi shun, melvin and nick.. then i go and find alicia and tell her i saw zheng yuan..
then after that we went down to 1st floor and alicia and kelly and wei sheng, then i accompany siew hwee go timberland look for someone but she did nt saw him then siew hwee accompany mii go buy ice-cream..
after eating finish the ice-cream, we went to take cab and go find lowei they all..
there gt sok ping, alloy, ricky, jia jun and lowei friends.. lowei bring down his da bao.. then ask us to drink... the wine that lowei pour is very thick i drink ard two or three cups going to drunk already then i ta with alloy and jun.. after drinking with jun they all i go toilet then i feel very uneasy feel lik vomitting lol..(yucks)
then b4 leaving bedok i vomitted and feel beeter at first the we go hail cab and went to geylang lor 14 LIP DISCO
when we reach lip outside i vomitted all the wine that i drink..then lowei snd the rest ask am i ok.. then lowei went to the opposite coffee shop and buy for ii pineapple to eat after eating the pineapple i feel better.. then lowei ask us to go in and sit.. then guess wat beside mii is moii guy.. maybe that is fate bah (hahas)
then when we reach inside someone called martell for us to drink bt i dunno who.. but 1 thing for sure is i never drink any cup..
after everyone is almost drunk.. we went off cause they say pai kia zhong come in le then i say goodbye to moi guy then go lor 14 behind there sit..
we sit there and lowei ask us wat we wan to drink, after everyone has order their drink, ricky listened to his song for awhile then lay on the table le...
after resting awhile we all went hail cab and all meet at 839..
we take the first cab but we are the 2nd one that reach there, when we reach there we say jun and alloy vomitting then we went to buy drinks.. alicia i think she very tired cause she fall asleep. i rested awhile then we all went back hm to rest
the end
* sweets and chocolates*
06/08/08
Thursday, August 7, 2008
06/08/08
i think sometimes i feel that i am such a soft hearted gurl.. i say to myself not to give him anymore chances after wat he had said to hurt mii.. but in the end i still give in to him as i still gt feelings for him but we promised each other 3 things b4 we patch (hahas).. but i dunno wheather he really still gt feelinfgs for mii anot but the things he tell mii is when he is going steady with another girl he had not forget mii but dunno wheather is he telling the truth anot but hop so lol..
Although i can feel that he is telling the truth but i dunno how long will this felling last ma so i dun intend to put moii full heart into this relationship until i am certain and confirm that his love for mii is stable and trustful..
but i really hope that this time our relationship can last longer then the past (hum).... i just wan to look for a guy that i can put moii trust on him and will care and show concern for mii.. i dun expect anything from him i just wan his attention and his love thats all is it too much for him??( i wonder)
Anyway we get back again i think is affinity cause we go one big round and lots of challenges to be together agin sometimes god lik to make fun of ppl but in the end we learnt alot of things so watever god done for you he has a reason so i dun blame god anymore...
sweets and chocolates
*06/08/08*
Although i can feel that he is telling the truth but i dunno how long will this felling last ma so i dun intend to put moii full heart into this relationship until i am certain and confirm that his love for mii is stable and trustful..
but i really hope that this time our relationship can last longer then the past (hum).... i just wan to look for a guy that i can put moii trust on him and will care and show concern for mii.. i dun expect anything from him i just wan his attention and his love thats all is it too much for him??( i wonder)
Anyway we get back again i think is affinity cause we go one big round and lots of challenges to be together agin sometimes god lik to make fun of ppl but in the end we learnt alot of things so watever god done for you he has a reason so i dun blame god anymore...
sweets and chocolates
*06/08/08*
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