Thursday, August 14, 2008

sick and tired of everything


i am really very afraid that one day he is going to leave mii.. but i guess i have to be mentally prepared nw cause i feel that he does not has as much feelings for mii anymore.. i think that i am nt really suitable for any boy girl relationship.. everything i do will not turns out good at all.. first is samuel chia wen yao, nw is liao guo wei.. sometimes i really thinks, wad i done to deserve all this.. i treat them nt good enough meh?? i swear to myself that i muz nt put 100% trust in guys anymore cause they onli know hw to make empty promises so there is no use for them to make any promises to girls cause in the end.. PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN.. i learnt alot lesson frm guys.. haix i really hope that we can really last.. moii friends all tell mii that dun think too much..he still loves mii de, but the way that he shows mii that is the opposite.. everytime b4 i wake up i will see his mgs but now, haix.. is i mgs him first and he will take a very long time then reply.. i think his feelings for mii has fade alot..
*sweets and chocolates*
06/08/08
*love days...*

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