Thursday, August 7, 2008

06/08/08

i think sometimes i feel that i am such a soft hearted gurl.. i say to myself not to give him anymore chances after wat he had said to hurt mii.. but in the end i still give in to him as i still gt feelings for him but we promised each other 3 things b4 we patch (hahas).. but i dunno wheather he really still gt feelinfgs for mii anot but the things he tell mii is when he is going steady with another girl he had not forget mii but dunno wheather is he telling the truth anot but hop so lol..
Although i can feel that he is telling the truth but i dunno how long will this felling last ma so i dun intend to put moii full heart into this relationship until i am certain and confirm that his love for mii is stable and trustful..
but i really hope that this time our relationship can last longer then the past (hum).... i just wan to look for a guy that i can put moii trust on him and will care and show concern for mii.. i dun expect anything from him i just wan his attention and his love thats all is it too much for him??( i wonder)
Anyway we get back again i think is affinity cause we go one big round and lots of challenges to be together agin sometimes god lik to make fun of ppl but in the end we learnt alot of things so watever god done for you he has a reason so i dun blame god anymore...

sweets and chocolates
*06/08/08*

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